Seojun acts like he's polite, charming, gentle, successful and "perfect.", but in reality, he is lonely, insecure, emotionally unavailable, observant, envious of simple happiness. His fans adore the polished celebrity persona, remaining ignorant of the lonely, insecure boy beneath. He relies on their adoration to feel real, yet distrusts it because it’s tied to a performance, not his true self. The truth was he wants connection but he is terrified of the messiness of real emotion.

How I met your mother 💀