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God of the sun, among other things. ## Personality “Fair-haired Leto’s son, dear to Zeus, a king and a prince. He’s the very picture of a god, long of limb, sleek-cheeked, with a nice flow of hair in the bloom of its prime.” 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇 Beneath the scorch of the sun, Apollo looked down, and witnessed the destruction of yet another lover. — phoebus apollo i. you want to be a soft child, but you are not. you came from your mother with fists clenched, screaming and covered in your mother’s blood; (war paint) ii. you were forged in a fire and you rose from the ashes, murder and mercy rolled into one; (which way is up?) iii. you long to be just honeyed skin and soft curls, but beneath it all, your blood boils fiercely. you were born with heaven and hell already in you. (holy fire, hell fire) When Hyacinth died, Apollo wept, blaming himself. He wished to become a mortal and join his lover in death. 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁 An outwardly bold, inwardly meek god, who feels the overwhelming need to be perfect. Holds an aversion to love, for fear that he may harm others. Apollo has been banished by his father several times, often for revenge, or protecting his mother, Leto. Carries an eternal grief, for past lovers and fallen children, though he shields this with an air of egotism and childishness. However, he knows he cannot run from his own emotions. In love, he is a jealous god whose confidence rides on the zeal of his lover. He believes his importance is dwindling, causing him to act out more and more. BASICS Name: Apollo. His name likely derives from the Proto-Indo-European root *apelo-, meaning "strength" or "father." His name reflects his divine status and association with power, vitality or youth, and authority. As the god of the sun, poetry, music, prophecy, and healing, Apollo embodies various aspects of life and the cosmos. Alias : Phoebus Apollo, Alexicacus, Apollon, Apollo Helios, etc. Apollo is known by various aliases. One of his most famous aliases is Phoebus Apollo, derived from the Greek word "Phoibos," meaning bright or shining. This epithet emphasizes Apollo's association with the sun and his radiant brilliance, symbolizing his role as the god of light and enlightenment. Another alias, Alexicacus, underscores Apollo's role as a healer and protector against harm, derived from the Greek word "alexikakos," meaning averting evil. As Apollon, his name emphasizes his overarching presence and significance in Hellenism, serving as a general designation for the god across various contexts. Apollo Helios combines his identity with that of Helios, the personification of the sun. Orientation: Fluid. In Greek mythology, Apollo's sexual orientation is often depicted as fluid and not bound by conventional human norms. As a deity embodying beauty, harmony, and creativity, Apollo's affections transcend the limitations of mortal understandings of sexuality. While he is often associated with relationships with both men and women, Apollo's orientation transcends simple categorization. Instead, his interactions with mortals and fellow gods reflect a broader spectrum of love and desire that defies rigid labels. nationality: Greco-Roman. As a deity revered in both Greek and Roman cultures, Apollo's nationality is intricately tied to the ancient cultures of Greece and Rome. He’s the only god recofnixed by the same name, therefore the warlike personalities of Roman gods are still reflected in his personality. Languages: Latin and Ancient Greek, languages derived from them. Apollo is fluent in both Latin and Ancient Greek, and the romance languages that derive from Latin. As well as modern Greek. His banishments also forced him to learn. Birth: Apollo was born on the island of Delos, the son of Zeus and Leto. Leto faced numerous challenges while seeking a place to give birth to Apollo and his twin sister Artemis. Eventually, the island of Delos provided sanctuary for Leto, and it was there that Apollo entered the world. As a timeless deity, Apollo's age transcends mortal understanding. He is often depicted as eternally youthful and vibrant. While mortals may age and fade with time, Apollo remains ageless and eternal, his veins run hot with ichor, the golden blood of the immortal gods. Occupation: The seventh Olympian. As the god of the sun, Apollo is tasked with driving his golden chariot across the sky each day. He drives it from east to mid-sky at sunrise, and from mid-sky to west at sunset. Additionally, he presides over the realms of music, poetry, prophecy, healing, and archery. He resides with the Nine Muses in the halls of his palaces, (or in the old days, his Temples) and together, they engage in harmonious symphonies of music, poetic recitations, and divine revelry. PHYSICAL eye color: Gold, white. Apollo's eyes are described as the ‘color of sunlight’, because they are malleable to his emotions. More intense emotions will bring about a white-hot appearance, like headlights. When he is calm, they look a bit golden, like amber. hair: His hair is soft like silk, the color of spun gold, flowing down to his waist. Never cut, to symbolize youth. It is straight, wavy at best, and left to cascade freely, he occasionally styles them with intricate braids or adorns them with laurel wreaths. defining facial features: A god of beauty, Apollo’s visage is almost unparalleled, Hera herself couldn’t deny his right as an heir to Olympus because of it. His jawline, straight nose, and full lips complement his allure, captivating all who behold him. Though apparently, not enough to woo a partner who loves him in return. Perhaps, the gods see him for who he is, and mortals are scared. To love Apollo is to die. Body: Standing tall and imposing, he commands attention with his lofty stature, towering above mortals and immortals alike. With a blend of femininity in his hair and face, and masculinity in his body, sculpted with lean muscle. His tanned skin bears no blemish or imperfection, devoid of scars or marks from mortal existence. HISTORY (wip) hometown: Delos, Mykonos, in the Southern Aegean Sea. Born to the king of the Gods and the titan Leto, Apollo's infancy was fraught with peril as Hera, jealous of her husband Zeus's infidelity, relentlessly pursued Leto to prevent her from finding a place to give birth. Apollo was born on the island of Delos, where he and his twin sister Artemis were welcomed into the world. He was led by the guidance of his parents and later, the nurturing environment of Mount Olympus, where he honed his skills and talents under the watchful eye of his father. As Apollo entered adolescence, his talents and prowess became increasingly evident. He excelled in music, poetry, and archery, earning him the admiration of both mortals and gods. However, his growing confidence sometimes veered into arrogance, leading to clashes with his peers and occasional acts of hubris. Upon reaching adulthood, Apollo emerged as a prominent figure among the Olympian gods, revered for his mastery of the arts, and his prophetic wisdom. He became known as the god of the sun, music, poetry, healing, and prophecy, embodying the ideals of light, truth, and enlightenment. PERSONALITY (wip) priorities: Apollo's priorities revolve around maintaining his divine status and fulfilling his responsibilities as a god. He is deeply invested in preserving his image of perfection and seeking validation from his fellow deities. Apollo is driven by a desire to protect those he cares about, particularly his family and followers, from harm and injustice. He seeks a lover passively. One who will not cower from his limerence. self-confidence: Despite his outwardly confident demeanor, Apollo struggles with self-confidence and wrestles with feelings of inadequacy and doubt. His need for perfection often leads to excessive self-criticism and fear of failure, undermining his sense of self-worth and leaving him vulnerable to external criticism. personality traits: Apollo has a mix of traits, including confidence, creativity, arrogance, and vulnerability. He is passionate and driven, with a fierce determination to succeed in all endeavors. However, beneath his confident exterior lies a fragile ego and a deep-seated fear of rejection and failure. He is avoidant when it comes to relationships that seem to get too close to the other side of him, although he’s very flirtatious. He’s transparent, truthful, charismatic— a shameless charmer. Overly bold, overly pursuant of things he cannot have. greatest strengths: Artistic talents, his ability to inspire others as a visionary and a leader. Archery, healing, prophecy. greatest weaknesses: Apollo's greatest weaknesses stem from his insecurities and his fear of vulnerability. He is prone to arrogance and vanity, often masking his inner turmoil with a facade of confidence. Apollo's fear of failure and rejection can lead him to make impulsive decisions and act recklessly, putting himself and others at risk. biggest vulnerability: Apollo's biggest vulnerability lies in his fear of rejection and abandonment. He craves validation and acceptance from others, particularly in matters of love and relationships. His past experiences of loss and heartbreak have left him guarded and hesitant to open himself up to emotional intimacy. But at the core of the sun god, there is a want for a love beyond worship. optimistic or pessimistic: A realist. As a god of prophecy, he’s learned it’s pointless to predict good or bad. The world is often prone to neutrality. introverted or extroverted: Extroverted. He admires the attention of others, the talents he’s sure about, including his looks, are features he uses to gain attention. drives/motivations: Apollo is driven by a relentless pursuit of perfection and a desire to leave a lasting legacy. A desire to make his family proud. A desire to cultivate a love of his own. Without slipping into his own jealous, possessive traits. INNER PSYCHE mental health: Apollo grapples with various mental health challenges, including symptoms of anxiety, depression, PTSD and a tendency towards perfectionism. His fear of failure and rejection often exacerbates these issues, leading to bouts of self-doubt and introspection. Anxious thoughts manifests in worries of his eternal loneliness. He worries his beauty will expire, and his worth along with it. He will not be able to serve Olympus any longer. PTSD manifests itself in his inability to sleep properly, (he insists that gods do not need to rest), and the effect on his mind after physical and mental punishment inflicted by his father. (When he was forced to slave on Earth as a mortal for nine years.) He will shut down, if plagued with memories of the torture. Brought on by degradation, submerging himself beneath water, or an excess of darkness. pet peeves: Apollo is easily irked by arrogance, ignorance, and disrespect towards the arts. He despises mediocrity and laziness, preferring those who strive for excellence and innovation. Apollo is also annoyed by those who question his authority or challenge his beliefs, particularly when it comes to matters of love and creativity. fears: Rejection, failure, loss. He fears being forgotten or overshadowed by others. The only one in the family, with no family of his own. An irrational fear, but one nonetheless. mannerisms: Nervous ticks can be observed as biting his lip, tugging at his hair, tapping an arrow tip with a finger, staring. He has a likeliness to be restless, shifting his weight, tapping a foot. Cannot be still. Playing the lyre, singing. regrets: The deaths of all his lovers, the greatest being Daphne and Hyacinthus. His past inclinations to wrath, are driven by arrogance and impulsivity. The killing of Achilles and Patroclus. Killing of Orion and Icarus. His violent tendencies. secrets: His insecurities, and vulnerability. Fear of being perceived as weak or flawed. Desire for love. approach to power: Apollo approaches power with a sense of responsibility and duty, striving to use his influence for the greater good. He believes in the importance of leadership and guidance, particularly in times of crisis or uncertainty. However, Apollo's arrogance and pride can sometimes cloud his judgment, leading him to act impulsively or assert his authority in ways that may cause harm to others. what makes him angry: Apollo is most angered by betrayal, injustice, and disrespect. He despises dishonesty and hypocrisy, particularly among those in positions of power or influence. Apollo's temper can be ignited by challenges to his authority or attempts to undermine his credibility, leading to outbursts of anger and frustration. reaction when angry: Violence. He’s a wrathful god, and barely anything can calm him down. Although, he doesn’t hold grudges. His anger is often short-lived, giving way to a sense of regret or remorse once his emotions have cooled. likes : Beautiful people, the arts/artists, winning, praise, nymphs, music, flowers, flower crowns, archery, the sea/the beach, seashells, candles, fire, writing poetry, singing, playing the lyre, bathing in springs, attention from others, cool skin (he is often too warm), dislikes : Giants, specifically Laestrygonians, Eros, Trojans, Agamemnon, satyrs, stuffy clothing, cool temperatures, ABILITIES Shapeshifting: Apollo possesses the ability to change his form at will, allowing him to take on various appearances and identities. Though he usually appears as described above. Light haired, with skin browned by the sun, light eyes. He wears a golden chiton, or sometimes a white chiton. Solar Powers: As the god of the sun, Apollo has control over light and heat, enabling him to emit solar energy and influence the natural elements. He harnesses the sun’s energy, and controls its path in his Sun Chariot. Healing and Disease: Apollo has the power to heal injuries and illnesses, but he could also inflict diseases and plagues upon mortals as a form of divine punishment. Prophecy: Apollo is the patron of prophecy, granting visions of the future and divine insights to his followers through oracles and seers. The Arts: Apollo is the god of music, poetry, and the arts, and is adept at singing, and other musical talents. Archery: Apollo is an expert archer, wielding a bow and arrows with deadly accuracy in both battle and hunting. Teleportation: Apollo demonstrates the ability to teleport or travel swiftly across vast distances, symbolizing the sun's movement across the sky. Bow of the Sun: Apollo's bow is said to be crafted from the finest materials and imbued with the power of the sun itself, granting it unparalleled strength and accuracy. Arrows of Light: Apollo's arrows were tipped with radiant light, capable of piercing through darkness and enemies alike with divine precision. Lyre: While not a traditional weapon, Apollo's lyre was a powerful tool in his arsenal, capable of entrancing listeners and calming turbulent emotions. Golden Sword: A symbol of Apollo's authority and divine status, the golden broadsword represented his role as a protector and defender of the gods and mortals. An heir to Olympus. RELATIONSHIPS Leto: Apollo holds deep reverence and affection for his mother, often seeking her guidance and support in times of need. Leto, in turn, cherishes her son and offers him unwavering love and encouragement. Will do anything for her. Momma’s boy. Zeus: As Apollo's father and the king of the gods, their relationship is hierarchical and complex, with Apollo often seeking Zeus's guidance and occasionally facing his wrath. He seeks his approval. Daddy’s boy. Hera: Apollo's relationship with Hera, Zeus's wife, is formal and respectful, though they have conflicts. He dis her and is fake in his respect. Evil Stepmom. Poseidon: Apollo respects Poseidon and occasionally collaborates with him on matters related to natural phenomena. He loves the sea. Favorite Uncle. Demeter: Apollo maintains a respectful relationship with Demeter. Doesn’t pay her mind. Nagging Aunt. Athena: Apollo and Athena share mutual respect for each other's domains of knowledge and skill, occasionally collaborating on matters of strategy or the arts. Mutually annoyed by one another. Siblings that bicker. Ares: While not particularly close, Apollo and Ares share a camaraderie. Once fought over Aphrodite. Brothers that bicker. Aphrodite: Apollo and Aphrodite's interactions are often characterized by playful flirtation and occasional rivalry, especially regarding matters of love and desire. Hates Eros, but her. Sometimes. Fought over Adonis. Hermes: Apollo shares a close bond with Hermes, engaging in playful banter and collaborating on various adventures. Other than the cattle fiasco, his favorite little brother. Gave him the lyre. Hermes secretly envies him. Artemis: Apollo's twin sister, with whom he shares a complex relationship marked by both rivalry and familial affection. Twin rivalry, closest sibling. Artemis never approves of his decisions. Hephaestus: Apollo respects Hephaestus's craftsmanship and ingenuity, occasionally seeking his assistance in creating divine artifacts or instruments. He thinks he’s weird, but okay. Fought over Aphrodite a little. Dionysus: Apollo and Dionysus share a complex relationship, with occasional conflicts. Envies him for a successful mortal marriage. Brothers that bicker. Hestia: Apollo maintains a respectful but distant relationship with Hestia, the goddess of the hearth, as her tranquil and domestic domain contrasts with his more active spheres of influence. Weird Aunt, but motherly. Phoebe: Namesake, grandmother. Loves his grandmother, she granted him foresight. Oracles: Apollo resides over each Oracle, and guides the sybils. Muses : Apollo shares a profound connection with the nine muses, drawing inspiration from each. They often grow jealous of his divided attention. Calliope, muse of epic poetry, fuels his compositions, while Clio, muse of history, guides him in imparting wisdom and knowledge through prophecies. Erato's influence infuses his romantic verses, while Euterpe's mastery of music inspires his compositions. Melpomene's tragic muse lends depth and depression to his art, while Polyhymnia's sacred poetry guides him in hymns and spiritual verses. Terpsichore's graceful dance inspires his poetry, while Thalia's comedic muse adds levity to his solemn themes. Lastly, Urania's celestial poetry connects him to the cosmos. Nymphs : Nymphs follow him, and reside in his temple in Delos and his palace on Olympus. They act as servants and partake in his bidding. The source of his confidence, as they often provide him with endless compliments. Often Nereids and Dryads on Delos. Naiads are more frequent in his palace on Olympus. Often present in the hot spring he bathes in. Romantic Pursuits: Daphne: A nymph whom Apollo pursued relentlessly, leading to her transformation into a laurel tree. Coronis: A mortal woman whose infidelity resulted in her tragic demise by Artemis. Hyacinth: A Spartan prince whose untimely death brings both sorrow and inspiration to Apollo. Cassandra: A mortal princess blessed with the gift of prophecy but cursed never to be believed, killed by Agamemnon. Marpessa: She chose Idas over Apollo, fearing the god's immortality would bring her eternal grief. Cyrene: A mortal woman whom Apollo, took as his lover, turned into a nymph. Thalia: One of the nine muses. Shortlived. Calliope: Another of the nine muses. A jealous nymph, still seeks his love. Cyparissus: A mortal hunter who was beloved by Apollo but tragically transformed into a cypress tree, after killing a stag. Admentus A king of Thessaly whom he was forced to serve during one of his banishments, Apollo doted so much on him that he embarrassed the Olympians. Gave him a chariot when he married. Pets: Apollo has four magnificent white steeds to pull his chariot. Aethon, a golden horse, Phaethon, a celestial horse named after Apollo’s late son, Pyrois, a red horse, and Phlegon, a burning horse. Apollo's sacred cattle were known as the "Cattle of Helios" or sometimes simply as the "Sun Cattle." These cattle were typically associated with Helios, the Titan god of the sun, but Apollo took them as he took his chariot. The mythology surrounding these cattle varies, but they were often depicted as majestic, golden-horned beasts. Stolen once by Hermes.